Confession-Lazy

Currently, I keep on searching more about the Reformed evangelical movement.
As I keep on surfing the net, then I realise how lazy am I ,do not really use my heart and brain
to filter what info or things that I am doing now.

Because of this, my spiritual life did not growth,reluctant to read the bible thoroughly.
罗马书12章2节且说：「不要效法这个世界，只要心意更新而变化，叫你们察验何为神的善良、纯全、可喜悦的旨意。」
I thought if I do this and that, then my Lord would happy but He isn't.

Conclusions:
若不思想、不学习，追求圣洁，就会辜负主所赐给我的，一切都徒然。