Monday, April 6, 2009

Counting the time to realise

As start decide to go. Many things start to happen around me, I dont know why,those I afraid will be obstales to move forward become dissappear, remain is me only,whether believe or not .



Bible stated :But seek first his kingdom and his righteous,and all these things will be given to you as well.Matthew 6:33....This versus really provide a promise to me....

What ever my dreams, my career, my family, my attitude should move direct toward him, not this pagan world.

Have attended a seminar to discuss & study abt the "B minor in Mass'' by composer JB Bach in Barbaque- 1600-1700.






Speaker-Elaine Pao's teacher shared to us on the history or background of this Mass, also a lot of deep thinking from this music itself. Really get amazed by his gifted talent to write this pieces,of course is the One who behind the scenes,but he really stand firm to protect his integrity, & his believe at the end of his life ,many younger dislike his ''old''way of rigid music arrangement. He treat music & theology is one, is not separate items,as God is the creator of music. Music is for us to express our praise to Him, as he understand our needs & feelings to him.




Then a question come to my mind.....what can I done to glofied His name, what things can I done to bring benefit to others.....this really keep in my mind, should let this become my objective to driven the purpose of my life.


My dreams will be more towards to Him, as his is my heavenly father,without His's gracious love,I still in darkness,miserable in my own path.....He will lead me always......






My dreams to ship will be come true, many things need to be done,a lot of preparation need to be ready,my heart , my mind.....



I should have surrender all this on His powerful hand, as He will


take care for me at all the time......thanks you so much.....


Why have this decision ?

Probably because I have wishes to travel around the world, also
intend to join evanglisme. However for the pass few years, I still searching is there mission trip combine both of them together.....now get to know this ship on the seminar around this right time......feel like this is just nice to you, start believe God has plan this for me......Book ......Travel ......& with foreigner....hope to get to learn their culture.....as has been admired for that since small .....




In the mean time ,wish to give myself a chance to open up alternative instead of just studying & working......my friends also said probably will meet my prince.....aiyo, not thinking of that, the most important thing is my life is get to know Him well, others not that really matter....

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